Monthly Archives: October 2009

A Current Update.

I’ve come to realise that my boobs…
Are growing. Surprisingly, this is a thumbs down moment.

I’ve come to realise that my job…
Is brilliant! I love going to work, being at work. And even cleaning at work. I love my colleagues and my lunch. And I even love my customers.

I’ve come to realise that when I’m driving…
I shouldn’t message people. As I am never driving my own car, I should concentrate more as crashing would seriously deplete the Proenza funds. And that way I won’t message the wrong people anyway.

I’ve come to realise that I need…
Nothing or no-one to remind myself that I’m not that bad a person. But I do occasionally need guidance and my best friends more than I’ll admit. Independence is not the only way, as much as I would like it to be.

I’ve come to realise that I’ve lost…
Myself along the way, but thanks to ingenious planning I dropped some shiny stones to help find my way back.

I’ve come to realise that I hate it when…
You do the things you do. I also love them, and hate myself for loving them.

I’ve come to realise the person I like…
Is not the one I want too. Which has its pros and cons. Regardless, they aren’t a musician so it won’t last long anyway.

I’ve come to realise that money…
Is to be saved. And that having it hang in my wardrobe is not an investment solution. Especially if I wear everything. Then again, having it just sitting there seems like such a waste…

I’ve come to realise that people…
Aren’t as overrated as first thought. That said, I like only a few.

I’ve come to realise that I’ll always be…
Me. And I highly doubt I shall form any other way in the near future.

I’ve come to realise that my Mum…
Is my best-friend and worst-enemy. But she loves me to the ends of the earth, and I love her the same. We are the exact same person, made from the same moulds. As with my Grandmother. And if I grow to be half the person they are, I shall die a happy woman.

I’ve come to realise that my mobile phone…
Is GOLD. I love my iPhone, even in all it’s original, 1st gen goodness.

I’ve come to realise that when I woke up this morning…
I should have been more grateful for the morning pot of tea left by my Dad. Of which he does, everyday. Everyday.

I’ve come to realise that last night before I went to sleep…
I was letting myself get involved.

I’ve come to realise that right now I am thinking about…
Someone, somewhere. And thats a scary, foreign feeling.

I’ve come to realise that today…
Is a day of Change. It will happen with my permission or not. And, I am ready to let it.

I’ve come to realise that tonight…
Will be like any other, spent curled on my arm chair reading classic literature. It sounds romantic, but it’s just the way I roll.

I’ve come to realise that tomorrow will be…
A period of Enlightenment.

I’ve come to realise that I really want to…
Try harder. At everything and with everyone.

I’ve come to realise that life..
Is for the taking, with two hands. Not the shitty grip I have used most of my life.

I’ve come to realise that my ex’s..
– Walked all over me.
– Didn’t trust themselves, or me.
– Were nearly all glorious wastes of time.
– Wouldn’t understand the consequences of their actions even if they tried.
– Changed me.

I’ve realised the best music to listen to when I am upset is …
Cat Power. Or other like minded, softly spoken females.

I’ve come to realise that my true friends…
Are the friends I’ll still have when I am 80, when I am a little cantankerous and unable to handle my brood of grandchildren.

I’ve come to realise that the past year…
“What doesn’t kill you, only makes you stronger”.

I’ve come to realise that the last person I kissed…
Will not be able to change me. Or make anything better. Because I won’t let them. That’s the aim.

I’ve come to realise that when people walk out of my lifeā€¦
It was their choice to leave.

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